Hey Everyone! I'm back home since a week now and wanted to tell you a bit about my short but lovely time in Berlin and my hometown Rostock. I just needed a few days off to get my head free and to break through my daily routine which drives me mad lately. I hope things will change soon before the situation changes me and fucks me up. Being lonely is wonderful but after times loneliness can kill you from inside, especially when you feel like trapped. I miss my friends and my family and it's something so much more important than any money, food or wealth in the world. I would give anything to have those people around me again, it's life and energy, that's what I have realized throughout these days.
I was in Berlin for two days what probably sounds not long to you but for me it is a big step as I am afraid to go out of my comfort zone. I think too much about things and get crazy and afraid, but luckily I have important people who give me confidence and saviety.
The weather was quite nice and we explored a few places in an area called Friedrichshain. One store that we went to was Co Exist. I saw that store on Instagram before and was excited to see it in reality finally. The clothes there remind me to one of my favorite movies Party Monster - crazy clothes, unique and everything apart from normality.
There was a small vintage market/outlet event around the corner. I have expected more and was a bit disappointed as the store was very small and there were too much people. I haven't found anything but it was worth a look. The cute stuff below is from another small store, cuteness overload ♥
Later we came across Cupcake Berlin, a small café that I went to with my sister and my mum already a few years ago. They are not completely vegan but always offer vegan cupcakes, hot beverages and cake. Thereafter Ohlala, a completely vegan café where I took a Pumpkin Spice Latte with me. Unfortunately I wasn't hungry at all but I'm gonna get me something sweet next time!
↑ This is so accurate, preach ↑
All in one we walked a lot but I love that feeling of being active whilst breathing the fresh air and exploring unknown places :)
On Thursday I took my bus to Rostock and spent my time with my dad in Warnemünde. It's actually the part directly at the Baltic Sea, an own part of the area as far as I know so I want to keep the name and don't count it to Rostock :) I enjoyed every single minute even if the weather was completely shit. Drizzle and freezing air but I took enough layers of clothes with me. I also robbed daddies mustard-colored scarf as one wasn't enough and a second lumberjack shirt that he gifted me ♥
We drove into the city and I bought a sweater and leggings at H&M for myself, followed by a quick visit at Vegangster, a completely vegan small restaurant that offers things like Döner and Burgers. I have it better in memory, was quite disappointed and left it blank.
In the evening completely drunk, okey honestly, not really ;D I'm not sure what was wrong but I guess only wine that was not a part of the game this time drives me crazy, not Sake or Jägermeister :D But at least I now know that wine causes bad hangovers. It was really funny though! You maybe have seen a few snaps on my Snapchat.
The other day I just walked alone through Warnemünde along the beach and the tiny alleys. I guess that's what I can do the best. Followed by another grey day by the water but with important talks with my friend and warming coffee later in a café.
I didn't took that much pictures, firstly because I had troubles with my phone battery and secondly because I wanted to enjoy the time without spending every single minute on my phone. The weather also causes grainy picture quality what I can't stand as perfectionist(I think you can relate).
All what I can do now is to hope for a change before I get buried in this black hole. Waiting day by day and praying each morning all over again.
But I believe in a miracle ♥
But I believe in a miracle ♥