Tomboy

Vintage Glasses - Second Hand Vintage 

Tomboy Sweatshirt - The Ragged Priest

X-Ray Mesh Tee Dress - Disturbia similar here and here

Black Coat - Second Hand from my Budapest Trip

Skirt - Monki similar here and here

Ring Belt - Vii & Co

Tractor Boots - T.U.K. via Kate's Clothing

Spontaneous shootings are seriously the best. Same for spontaneous outfits, like just throwing stuff together even if the things are completely different in style. This outfit is so me. You can really feel how I feel most of the time. Confused, kind of kinky and cute but a bad boy deep in my heart. I got this Tomboy T-Shirt Dress right a day before in the mail and felt in love. The bright red color isn't my favorite, yet I really like it, especially in combination with this Disturbia dress that I styled last year in this post already. I just wear it over it so the red isn't that strongly in focus. The back is dark blue though! The Tractor Boots I'm wearing are actually my favorites right now. Freshly released from the new Spring collection by T.U.K, got them via Kate's Clothing, amazing shop! I also made some braids into my hair since it's a cute contrast to the rest. The photos tell a little story as well. Can you see the cute little blue flowers? I have found them on our trip through the area hanging lonely in a tree, yes they were in a tree! Poor babies. I just picked them up and don't wanted to throw them away anymore. I put them in a glass at home now but it looks bad :( But yes, Spring is here and I can smell it in the air already. Waking up to singing birds, now that the time changed again we have longer days so it's still bright at 7 pm outside. That's one good point about the timer after winter sleep. Even if I'm still not really awake I have to say :')

By the way coming back to Tomboy. I have to say I feel really attracted to this lately, especially because I think a lot about my childhood and who am I really. I think I never really talked about that in detail, just acted that way, true to myself so most people probably don't know it yet. I have strong tendencies to the male characteristics and gender. To me, gender doesn't exist at all. But that is the point, gender doesn't exist to me. That is why I don't want to put myself in one corner. I just write it that way to make it more understandable to you in the first sentences.
I have been like that since my childhood already. I never liked barbies, I always collected Pokemon Cards, played with cars, Beyblades, video games. Literally all of my friends were guys. I got dirty all the time, jumped into bushes, danced in the rain, climbed on trees, caught animals, had bruises all over my body, felt in love with ground and nature, forbidden things. Believe me or not but I didn't cared about fashion at all. I just wore shirt and jeans and some sporty nikes that's it. I acted like a boy, yet I was this little cute girl with freckles, deep blue eyes and long hair that every guy felt in love with. I went through different phases. Of course, when I got older I got more into the 'feminine' things. I met new friend groups and became one of these 'chicks' dressed in glitter, jewelry and more bling bling. I'm so happy to be out of this, but also so happy to went it this since I quickly found out that this isn't me.
Then there was the emo phase, hardcore, metal, everything. I went through a lot things and now I still can't put myself into just one bin and never will, but what I know is that there was always the little boy inside my heart. The boy that loves girls in a sexual way. And I will always be that 'girl' I'd say guy you can do the craziest stuff with. Getting dirty, playing video games all day and night long. I lost this person over the time here and there, I lost all parts of me a little bit. But it has to be like that. We need to get lost to find back to ourselves. Right now I try to figure out where the pieces are, who am I really. I just know I'm Kimi, no matter if we speak about a guy or a girl. It doesn't matter. What matters is the confidence. And this confidence comes with your character.
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